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What are you most looking forward to this year?

Posted on Jan 8th, 2008 by Jos : Human Being Jos
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for January 01, 2008:

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Every year, Every month, Every day and minute brings a renewed sense of hope on desires. I love that feeling- of taking time to give my soul a treat.

2008- I am jumping ecstatically, full of joy. I am so(!) excited to accomplish goals, such as continuing the care of physical health, creating my own positive permanent environment, embracing my spirituality, above all I want to help others. I have had this deep craving to help other individuals that want help. It feels like a calling, even though the opportunities are not in front of me. I was given this gift of- deep, connecting, non-judgmental, unconditional, love and I want to share it with the world- I want everyone to experience this type of love.

I want to get back to praying, not just when I need it, but when others need me to as well.

I am looking forward to what God is bringing my way. In 2007, I started growing exponentially and in ways that I never though possible! I have experienced an unimaginable amount of freedom, and happiness and courage. And how did I get all of this? I desperately begged for it(another looong story), and soon enough(within hours) God showed me the power of Love(God)!

So this year, I am looking forward to seeing my spirituality grow with your help, as well as with the Big Guy's.

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The First Day

Posted on Jul 1st, 2007 by Jos : Human Being Jos

July 1, 2007

"Today is the first day of the rest of your life"

How true! Today is a beginning, today I have the opportunity to Love the world, my friends, family, acquaintances- deeply , forgivingly, and honestly. Today I have an opportunity to apologize to someone whom I've hurt, be kind and Loving to those I haven't and enjoy myself as I am . Today I can begin any journey I desire. I can Love myself more by accepting the human condition. And today I am grateful for the clarity to see before me the many blessings in my life, including my gift, my sobriety, and functional thinking which I am spreading to others.

Today I've had this thought though- for some it's the last day of the rest of their life. I can't remember how the though began, but it basically lead me into this question- if my Grandma died tomorrow- would I regret not loving her enough today, not accepting her as she is today? Even though I pray that God does his will with her , I can't help but to want to have my way and have her around to see my children grow. Because she's my mama...I love her. Well...maybe this is a wake up call, maybe I need to start spending more time with my granny. And love her not the way that she thinks I should love her rather how I know how to love her.

Somehow the thought of losing my brother also came to mind- must have been one of my OCD moments. I started to think- well if he gets into a car accident tomorrow or tonight and doesn't make it- will I be crying my eyes out in the hospital thinking-Why did I speak to him that way the other day? Why didn't I hug him more or be kinder to him? So, I am going to take the opportunity I have TODAY and Love them as I know .
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A Letter To You

Posted on Jun 26th, 2007 by Jos : Human Being Jos
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6/25/07

I don't know where you are, what you going to do, or where you are going. I might know who you are. I might have complimented you on something I admire of you- wether it be your thoughtfulness, compassion, smile, curtesy or spirituality. I know one thing of you- you are a human being. You are entitled to make mistakes. As I right this letter to you- I am hoping that above everything you learn, you can thoroughly understand the meaning of being Human. I pray that God( as YOU understand him) places someone in your life to treat you with non-judgmental kindness. And if you've experienced this, I pray you have enough courage to pass on the goodness you've recieved-the ability to experience personal freedom as a human that understands the true meaning of being human.
So my sweet Friend, may you have the strength to follow your path and noone else's. There's a life designed just for you. A life with your name on it. And it is waiting for you to ambrace it. May you have the faith to continue your beautiful path.
mmwuah
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